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12:58 a.m. - 2014-02-21 What if I'm scared What if I don't have time for a relationship What if I never make time What if I don't know that I want to make time What if that stems back to the dysfunctional relationship of my past What if I actually do want a relationship What if I get shallow once it started What if I lost focus because of a relationship What if I let my dreams start to fail because of the influence of another human being What if I never forgave myself for becoming content What if I could find a good balance What if I became happier and more productive than ever before What if I was still free What if he was free with me What if I got held back What if I was never, ever held back again What happens if you never get back on the horse after getting bucked off What if that's me metaphorically What if I'm pushing people away What if I don't know how to stop What if I don't know what I want What if I keep telling myself that I don't have to know what I want What if I miss the right guy because I'm so busy not having time even though I probably have time but am making excuses because I'm scared of making a commitment and of everything falling to pieces and me falling to pieces or because I'm just scared of having emotions all together or opening up to someone while I'm unsure of whether they will accept me What if I want to fix all these what ifs? Love,
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